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[Aug. 26th, 2008|07:17 pm] |
Yay look! LiveJournal! Much more fun than adv photoshop. I knew I shouldn't have came here today. I hate mondays and tuesdays. Work for eight hours then school for four or five sucks. Especially since I haven't had enough to do at work lately, Andy keeps leaving me with less to do than I am supposed to be there. God I'm really bored. I wonder if xanga still exists. I should go look.
Today I made labels for the owner's home gym. Someday I'd like to have subordinates to tell to do random personal things. That would be ridiculous. |
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[Jul. 11th, 2008|08:48 pm] |
We humans are creatures of habit. We enjoy having fixed schedules and doing the same thing day after day. Afraid of the unknown, Scared that we'll make idiots of ourselves or do something we won't like.
Before wow I always enjoyed crocheting next to the computer talking to whoever would keep a conversation with me on aim and listen to music. Hey look! I still like to do that. I am doing just that right now. It makes me happy. |
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[Jul. 10th, 2008|12:52 am] |
Ah photoshop. Where people with any sort of artistic ability can turn pixels into images. On Monday, I spent over an hour masking out a cute spider wearing pink high tops. Today I spent another hour painting over the spider that I had masked because the mask didn't really work out. I was not very excited about it, but I do admit that it looks a LOT better than it did with the mask. I got very few comments with my magazine cover, which I was very sad about, I was looking for more. I fixed one of the two things that had been mentioned. The other I'm not so sure about.
I feel like in school, I'm much more willing to share my opinion than many of the other students. I believe that we shouldn't just stay quiet about things that we think could be fixed. I mean, some of the people in the class haven't had as much design experience as some of the others, which means the people who have had more should help out and share their knowledge with the people who need to learn it eventually. I mean, yes the magazine cover will be printed on large stock then cut out to its size, doesn't mean your text should go all the way out to the edge.
I found my camera this morning. Took some pictures. I like pictures, they are generally pretty. Also looked at a new apartment. I like it, big kitchen, closets, tasty windows. I hope things work out and I end up living there. I asked my dad about my job situation, he said "it's in progress" I'm hoping that means they are getting things set up and that I don't have to worry about looking for a job. |
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[Jul. 7th, 2008|05:29 pm] |
I have the Yeah, Yeah, Yeah's stuck in my head. Dammit Phil.
Class is class, it does stuff. I don't understand wtf is going on... Yes, let's liquify a mouth, that works well. Plus blowing stuff up.
Yay!
Choke Choke Choke Choke...
Oh my... liquify looks fun. *evil grin*
Anyway, I walked way too much today. Add that with all the walking I did yesterday and my feet are blistered and my legs hurt. I was much more happy about it yesterday than i was today. Today I only got two hours of sleep and I am not a happy Toni, let me tell you. Add the sleep with the whole thing with Richard and Emma, even though they were just talking until I fell asleep, she was still up there and that makes me upset for some god-awful reason.
I can't wait to move and have the internet again. I miss playing wow, it helps my head forget, and I miss my friends. |
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[Jul. 7th, 2008|12:09 am] |
I hate when the xkcd alt text hurts my head. I had to read it a couple times to actually understand what it was talking about.
Hancock was a pretty movie. Fine, entertaining. Whatever suits your fucking boat. |
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[Jul. 5th, 2008|11:47 pm] |
Yay for posting every day again.
I made a skirt today. Actually spent the time at home to make it. I'm rather happy with it, but sad that i wasted three of my movies making it. So now I'll have less to watch at home when i have nothing else to do.
I've been feeling out of place today. My home doesn't really feel like home anymore. I hate being alone there. So then I went with Rachael and Jason. Felt like I was imposing on them. Now I'm here at the duplex, not really talking to anyone. I've hyjacked Hannah's Laptop and kinda just plopped down. I kinda want to go home and sleep... another night of too many hours of sleep because of nothing better to do.
I really need the job to start so I stop sitting around doing nothing. I need to remember to get more money so I can actually afford to drive around instead of relying on people who actually have money to pick me up and bring me around. I need at least something to change because I don't think I can survive like this much longer. |
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[Jul. 4th, 2008|04:32 pm] |
Ah July Fourth. Nothing better than people showing their patriotism by blowing up over priced fireworks. Last year I spent the fourth with Kelly, after his girlfriend had broken up with him over his own fireworks.
A year later quite a bit has changed. I haven't talked to Kelly in forever, he kinda pissed me off the last time we spoke and I really believe that he should apologize for what he said even though he didn't really realize that what he said was rather insensitive. I am alone, mostly by my own will. I don't really talk to any of my old friends, even though I'd like to keep in touch.
But yet my mind remains the same. Some old habits never die.
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I though about my current situation quite a bit yesterday when I returned home from my grandparents. I wish that Phil would seem more interested in me, but then I haven't been the best at showing the fact that I am interested in him, especially that I told him about my issue with Ian. He knows what happened which made everything even worse. I think that I act too whorish for him to even look at me in a light other than being a friend.
I'm starting to understand sex without feelings. I still dislike associating kissing with only sex. I felt rather weird leaving without a kiss good-bye. Maybe its just what I'm used to. I guess I'll just have to get used to it, or get used to not getting any.
I've created too much drama for my mind to handle. Most of it is just with-in myself. I feel like the way I've been acting really doesn't make any sense, like hanging out doing fine then leaving depressed.
I can't wait for a new place to live. Two months left before I'll be with someone else and I won't be guaranteed to be alone if I go home.
I hope that with a new job I'll have enough to do that my mind won't need to wander like this. I'll have other things to think about like the positioning of graphics and that I'll actually be able to do things other than sit around at the duplex with nothing to do, people that are doing other things, and a computer that helps me wonder about life. |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2008|05:13 pm] |
I got a job today. Or well, the guy that I interviewed with told another lady that he was bringing me on. He needs to figure everything out with the big guns, but he's hoping to get me a sweet computer and my own office.
I am going to be a graphic designer.
I can't believe it. I've had a completely amazing day.
You'd never think that after getting about five hours of sleep I'd be able to have a good day. I woke up at six am so I could take a shower and get ready. I got to school at about eight to make my resume and fix up my portfolio nice. I then headed to Pulaski at around ten thirty to get to baytech by eleven. I left baytech shortly after eleven because my interview needed to be rescheduled, and I went to Sobieski to find more stuff for my portfolio. I stopped by my mom's work and talked to her for a bit before going home and talking to my dad. I found stuff and made some not so tasty leftover pizza before heading back to baytech to be there by one. I talked to Andy for like half an hour before he was done introducing me to people that I already knew sorta. I went back to Green Bay and hung out with Matt at the duplex for a bit. Here is where the wincing begins! Hate me all you want I do not care! I got a text from Ian around twoish, ended up out there around three. We watched a movie, didn't get to finish it though.
Now.
This was kinda sudden. Ian has been in and out of my life quite a bit over the last few years. He is a weakness of mine, no question about it. I know many of the people that look at my live journal don't really care for him, but just something about him just makes the part of my brain that could ever possibly hate him turn off and when I think about it I really don't understand. Laying there with him... I do miss him, not just having someone. |
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[Aug. 6th, 2007|07:15 pm] |
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Toni+Lasee took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Needs to feel identified with someone or something..."
Click here to read the rest of the results.
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[Nov. 21st, 2006|02:13 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
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So, there are people coming home from college this week. I probably will not see a single one, or talk to any of them. I have my "college" friends... Even though they don't go to the same place as I do. It's kinda lonely here at school, I don't see any of these people outside of class to go hang out or whatever. I talk to all of four other people in person out of school.
I think I've turned into more of a loner than I already was.
I don't really mind though. Most people suck anyway.
I don't know what to do about my computer being broken and my parents wanting me to bring pictures along upnorth on Thursday. I don't really want to go, as much as I like my family. I gotta sleep at home on wednesday... I bet I won't be able to sleep, then I'll be all crabby.
I don't wanna finish my work.
So many I don'ts. What I don't really care about, what I don't know, and what I don't wanna do. It's kinda blah. I feel so braindead, maybe I need to get something to eat. |
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[Nov. 13th, 2006|04:15 pm] |
Rock on, fliming was completed, I just need the TAPE BACK so I can get them digitalized and edited.
I really suck at doing school stuff. I've been sitting here since 2:30 and I haven't done any work. Hopefully I can get something done tonight so I have less to worry about. You'd think if I actually cared about graphics that I'd do my work so I can graduate when I'm supposed to. (Maybe even early if i take summer classes)
I got two grocery bags full of food today for $13. I find that rather successful since that's how much the box of cheesecake costed last week. I hope the food is tasty.
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
In July I helped ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ze_splunge_bs hide a body (-173 points). In February I ruled Iran as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). Last Wednesday I bought porn for knightofthorns (-10 points). Last Tuesday I caught a purse-snatcher who stole shades_of_gold's purse (30 points). In May on a flight to LA, I stole the emergency flight information card (-40 points).
Overall, I've been nice (507 points). For Christmas I deserve a pony!
Sincerely,
moonstoneopal |
Or this one is even funnier
Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
In November knightofthorns and I robbed a bank (-50 points). Last Wednesday I caught a purse-snatcher who stole easy_to_run4447's purse (30 points). Last week I pulled chadwichwhite's hair (-5 points). In May I ruled Duluth, Minnesota as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). In October I ruled Asscrackistan as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-25 points). For Christmas I deserve a moldy sandwich!
Sincerely,
moonstoneopal |
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[Oct. 24th, 2006|11:43 am] |
Whoa... I have a livejournal.
Maybe I should actually tell people that I'm alive, and well... am overswarmed in work.
I'm falling behind in school because I can't seem to find intrest in the projects.
I ALSO NEED HELP!!!
I'm recruting people to help with my music video project. We don't know where it's going to be yet, or even how many people I'll need, but I need people to help (if you have a digital camcorder I'd love you forever if you came and let me borrow it or became the photographer)
I think I'll need: A person to film, Probably four or five people in the video, Maybe a few more people to help everyone look pretty and the suches.
Things I'll need: Instruments (I have a keyboard and bass guitar already), Camera (we can try to use mine but i don't think it will work right), random costume clothes (if you're going to be in the video, bring some of your own)
My project is due Dec 8, so it will probably be filmed in the middle of november (I might be able to move it to thanksgiving but I'd like time to be able to edit it and put it with the music)
I have a couple of ideas of what to do, if you have any, please tell me! |
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[Jul. 25th, 2006|09:24 pm] |
I am in Rouen, France right now. Its very interesting, but I dont have much time to write, since its time to leave, Ill update again when I get the chance.
Have a good time persons back home |
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[Jul. 17th, 2006|08:52 pm] |
Gay... we should have started bwl an hour ago, but the idiots are still in zg and won't come to bwl until they down hakkar, which is really stupid, because we need as many people similar to last night to down nef, and then people are going to get tired and want to leave the raid and shit... pfft...
I am spending most of my time playing wow, because i'm hiding from stuff... I really need to stop that before I leave on saturday... |
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[Jun. 20th, 2006|10:33 am] |
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Well, I just... don't know what to say here... it's Tuesday, which means wow will be down for quite some time yet. And I'm awake. Dammit I should have stayed up later and played more wow, since right now I have like nothing to do.
Other than upload some pictures to yahoo. Since that's always a fun thing to do.
Anyway...
I don't have anything really to write. I'm just rather bored right now. |
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[Jun. 1st, 2006|12:40 am] |
OMFG!!! That was awesome...
I met someone... I hope things... go well |
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[May. 26th, 2006|09:55 am] |
Dude... today is graduation.
Chadwich... We should do something after I'm out of the Graduation Practice. Get a hold of me. You have my number... Since I'll have no clue where you are. |
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[May. 4th, 2006|05:40 pm] |
I'm pretty. Why? Because of this random metal bar sticking from my face of course!
But I don't have any pictures yet. Unlike Chaddie who of course, put some up the next day.
My mom still doesn't know. I was standing next to here this morning, talking to her... didn't say a thing. Or maybe she saw it but doesn't want to say anything about it, since that's how my mom works sometimes.
*moves eyebrow*
I am so bad senior sliding right now. I can't do anything about it... I just slack off, then slack off some more... I was going to catch up on Wednesday... nah... I was going to do it today... nah... So I BETTER DO IT TOMORROW.
But I probably won't.
Ugh. |
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[Apr. 28th, 2006|10:08 am] |
So... what should I do for my birthday?
I was thinking of going to get my eyebrow pierced, any thoughts?
I've gotten rather mixed responses about it, most people who don't know me, want me to get something else pierced. Other people who do, think it would look bad, while others think it would be cool. A bunch of people said I should get a tattoo, but I have no ideas of what I would get.
Ugh. Any Ideas for me? |
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[Apr. 11th, 2006|12:24 pm] |
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Reply with your name (or whatever else) and I'll tell you something I adore about you. Afterwards, copy and paste this into your own journal. |
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[Feb. 15th, 2006|01:45 pm] |
ugh. I've just been pushed.
So I'm on a windows puter at nwtc right now. you heard it right, windows. It's going to keel me I swear. Either mine or Ian's is making really loud fan noises and going to blow up and keel us.
Or not.
So I really don't have any homework I can do on this computer. I don't think. Nor do I know how to connect to servers and all that. So I just won't do anything. Actually, I should work on my ONLINE CLASS! AH! I just submitted my thing for the memo... twice because the first time I didn't send the finished one on my desktop, I just did the one from my flash drive which didn't work all that well... Not smart. So I re-submitted it in hopes that she'll be nice and grade the second one I sent in.
I am really not all that amused. I could play games for awhile, but soon I have to get gas and go bowling!
So, the snow crap tomorrow really sucks. Because I'll either have to drive in it, or miss my late thursday class again, which I can't really afford to do since I just did last week for sectionals. And then if we get a half day... like letting out early, it won't affect my schedual at all, since it probably will be sometime after third hour, hopefully not right after, I want to be able to get to my class! But if we have a delay on friday, which most of us doubt, my mom said I don't have to go at all, because I asked her, but I have to work on Friday which is kinda said, but oh well.
And I ramble on. And on.
I should try doing something where i don't click the backspace buttion just to see how I type withought it like i'm going right now. since i suck at typing and stuff. It's pretty funny oh yes it is. in that senctice i made well,,, only two mistakes, but tin this papraagraph it have meade over ten, which is pretty bad, but i am tyoing pertty past so that's what i ge t i guess.
Enough of that.
Just don't read this, it's really not worth your time. sorry for putting this at the end, if you actually read though the entire thing before seeing this and realizing that I just typed a bunch of bullshit that you shouldn't spend your time reading. |
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[Feb. 13th, 2006|12:34 pm] |
Yep, I'm bored. I have a 4N6 thing tonight, it kinda sucks. Oh well. I just wrote my piece yesterday?
Ouch. |
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[Feb. 1st, 2006|12:23 pm] |
Yay! I'm at tc right now.
Owned. |
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[Jan. 4th, 2006|01:22 pm] |
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If you love me then love me.
I want to remember this statement that I read quite awhile ago out of my book. I have to love the people I love, I think I keep forgetting to do that one simple thing.
That's all I'll type since I don't like the space bar of this computer in the keyboarding lab. |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2005|02:45 pm] |
I have a new computer. It normally will not have internet. So therefore, I normally won't be on.
Anyway, I'm very excited. It's very very pretty and portable and it's awesome. |
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[Dec. 11th, 2005|06:58 pm] |
So, i took that "What religion fits you most?" type quiz that's in Juli's journal. It called me a Taoist.
Excuse me? |
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[Dec. 6th, 2005|07:40 pm] |
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Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last month I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points). In February I signed my organ donor card (28 points). In January I didn't flush (-1 points). Last Friday I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). Last week I pushed jalmar in the mud (-17 points).
Overall, I've been nice (328 points). For Christmas I deserve a new dolly!
Sincerely,
moonstoneopal |
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